Where to start?

Ok Roberta update: She is driving me silly! She is 4 cm dialated and contracting off and on! I have my camera bag packed and waiting to GO! When will baby Ry make her arrival... any day!

Mom: ok she hides stuff from us! urg! She has to go get Timmy Tumor check again in Philly. I wish she didn't hide her medical condition from us: esp me because I can handle in working in the "field". I hope things get better for her!

GVH ER- LOVE IT! It challenges me to just listen to people. I have met some wonderful people who I hope get the care they need.

I also became a Memory Work consultant! My friend Sue talked me into it! (not much to convincing) Let me know if you need anything, so check out their website!

And finally: Tomorrow is the day.. Ray is going for the big "V". I thought I was ok with it when we talked and made plans for our future.... but now I'm not so sure. I understand and see why we are doing this.. just my heart hurts and I am very emotional about it. I feel like there is something more for me out there, I just don't know what it is, could it have been another baby????? Guess I still don't know?

Finally the reason why I get through the day: