torn

Has anyone been torn between, the past, present and the future? I am. I love what I do for a living, whom I've become because of it, and what it means to me. My hours stinkie, but Ray doesn't need to go to daycare and is taken well care of. However the days are passing until I finally graduate. After 8 years and upwards of $75,000, I think I NEED to find a job which uses these "skills." I won't be doing myself any justice. My friends think I am just comfortable in what I do and should take a leap of faith. Ray thinks " do whatever, just after 4 pm". Oh and might I add that he is totally against the idea for my masters or me going to medic class. I think I feel a scrap page coming together in my head!!! ACK!!! Someone with a clue help me!!!