did i mention that i hate school????

i hate school....................
how many days do i have left????????????

oh i feel like crap. i've been busy at work... busy with school....my house is a mess... and my poor hubby even was nice to me and mopped the kitchen floor for me and had a movie waiting for me when i got home from work last night so we could stay up late...however some idiot (ME) decided to stay late with a trauma pt last night so the hubby went to bed. working tomorrow and writing my stupid cog paper and studying for my final... how sad that these two test will determine if I graduate.... i should have tried harder...........................

Today was a day to have a good cry........... I will be glad when this (school) is all over. Going to MLPA for some retail therapy in the morning. I signed up for my CKC classes so that put a smile on my face.

Can school get any tougher??? How long am I going to tourture myself?? I am trying my best, but nothing seems to work. Thanks to Jesse tonight for a shot and a beer to help me try not to think..... I just feel like throwing in the towel.. giving up....

I took Raymond to the eye dr last week. He does have a blocked tear duct. We are going to try drops first.

Ray and I went out to dinner last night to Melt. It was AWESOME. It was night to have a night out, just the two of us. I think I appreciate him more lately. I know he does alot for me and our family. I think things will get easier once I am done with school and we can spend more time together.

The job search continues..... I know the right job is out there somewhere waiting for me!

Last night I finally got my new blackberry. I {heart} her!!!

I spoke with Raymonds Dr today.. he has to follow up with a pediatric optomologist for his *maybe* blocked tear duct. I hope its nothing....

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New Phone Day

Ok how many hours until I get my new phone..... I have 3 text messages from random people and my phone is so old I have no idea who they are from!! I called into work tonight.. blah, oh well more scrappin $$$$$!

I counted to 10 today.

Do you ever have a day that you just feel like your head is going to explode?? Tonight at work I found myself locking myself in the closet for just a second and counting to 10! How sad that I have stopped loving my job and going to work everyday? I am not this type of person.

On the home front, Daddy went to Neighbors today while Raymond was napping and bought him a wroght iron stand for his bird feeder from Uncle Dan! He was SOOOO happy! Now he has his feeder and his new bird house that he painted in the yard. I see squirrels and other creatures visiting our yard shortly!

I LOVE SPRING

OMG Today was beautiful!!! ( yesterday too) Baby Mac is doing great! Raymond just loves her to pieces. I went on a mini shopping spree today! I got these awesome jeans! It felt good to get some new clothes! Maybe I won't feel so fat in them!

The job search contines.....

I an AUNT!

My sister and her hubby gave birth to the most beautiful little girl yesterday, April 3 at 346am!!! Everyone is doing GREAT!! She is incredible cute!! I love her big feet ( well for a baby)!!! She has my long toes!! I can't wait to take her to the Mall of America when she gets old enough to love shopping as much as her mother and I do!!!!